It has its pros and cons...
Maybe he's watching
watch out for Ma...

I still believe in YU :)
Place it right, YU know it better!

I just want to be left alone...to crib over my rejections

HE (am sure it is HIM).. has not bothered to give me anything first hand

WHY WHY WHY...sometimes it IS a good feeling to get something on your first try..
ain't it!!??!!

Am unaware of the consequences but I know that will make me happy..
It swallows uncertainty..
brings in brevity

Am waiting on the shore,
talking to the waves...
hope you're listening, cos' you're my only lore

Jump above and let the water splash,
am still standing there wet with the lash

the brevity I shall capture till the last due of my ash !!

I can only smile back

I speak what I not ought to..
I know I should not, but the words in voice are brought to..
But it's not me, I'm forced to
as I try to fulfil what others exaggerate that I have to adhere to...
else am a fool.

So in order to be 'cool'
I marginalise the 'thoughts of mine' and come to the forefront

In the meanwhile, the concoction of mine (thoughts of mine) and my attempts to fulfilment creates a visible dent..

The character of diplomacy, too, is ambiguous to me..
It takes time to sink in...I lose it easily
maybe there the thoughts of mine find themselves in a maze
and to whom I pray is up there over me, mocking

I can only smile back!!