Post InHuman treats

It doesn't wait for you, neither does it Look behind,

None comes as solidarity and expresses what ain't necessary.

Solve it with a big heart, because the small bad one might just fit in,

leaving no place for the wise and good.

Throw it, to not let it be with you, let it go,

in sucha way that you can collect it when needed, as all comes to us with a purpose,

given to us anytime for us to wisely decide when.

Not worthy it may seem, but you weep when it ceases to exist.

And then wile all the way in vain...

But you find, a substitute that the top floor agent has kept as a back up

for you to remind

the presence of

Our CREATOR !!

InHuman treats

The world's lost to take care of something else..
bothering the self in you,
letting the life live its way
known to your demands...
show it, the way to reach you.

Slide down...Roll down...Oh Lord!
Let IT see you,Listen to you and
Live again.

It is something you need to follow IF you're a girl !!

Show that you are less confident in front of old men,
esp. during community talks.

Show them you have less knowledge than the most intelligent guy around.

Convince them you do all the household chores if not best at it.

Don't ever argue with them or in front of them.

A best housewife is preferred as a daughter-in-law !!
And it is believed:
Confident Women make bad daughter-in-laws

Collect me from the Bin...

I promise to not let any more pain...

Oh Mom !! If you permit me to call you so,

just the smell here isn't any great.

My nose' s become red, hands with some bruises,

and no, it's not you...

The sweeper din't know I was here, when he came to dispose the iron-sheets.

Just that my hand doesn't reach my mouth and with no teeth,

the left-over food 'given' to me here won't be filling,

the water, I thought poured here was the barking Tomy's

and was kind of salted.

I was told, I would get very sweet milk, maybe from you or maybe I don't know,

Quite alienated I am new to this place.

I awaited so much for the milk.,but maybe

it just slipped outta your mind to consider my presence,

O Mom.,I won't ask for it again and again

but a plea to listen to my voice, someone please get Mom hear me.

Oh somebody just slapped a yellow peel over my face, i guess it's the banana's

Oho, nobody realises there could be someone like me.

And this Tomy's leg on the orange peel poured out an eye-burning liquid,

hope i still will be able to see you, Mom..

How will i even recognise you when you come to take me back after you are done with your work,

COme here please before that aunty takes with many others like me !!

Collect me from the Bin!!

Am waiting...

Stare
at
the
darkness,
you
will
see
your
thoughts..
!!

" Being the eldest, it's my duty to work ",
says a 7-year-old


and
I Quote...

Unheeded attack !!

Ignorance made the dark horse
and you run behind it int he broad daylight...
seems unknown the reason,
curiousity driving the chase,
the tactics well-planned and all you need to do is ignore
pays no heed, the magnet looking with its third-eye
and clings the nail, hopping towards it...
frustrating is the ignorance and commanding attention is result!!

Bows down to the ignorance and lets itself being attacked without learning the art of -
defence, the major cracker to frustration but hardly cracked...
It all comes along when goes unheeded, its attacked and stands staring loosely,
wanting an answer but asking the opponent to SHUT UuuuuP.....

A ball of acceptance ,
it sweeps away the thoughts about what you need to think,
the matter in discussion which I hardly pay heed to,
but hard is for the ears to shut, and they roll over to them,
It's such an unimportant matter but I'm a part of it,
how on earth does it matter if I don't wear the blue-coloured earings over the blue dress !!

But this does help my eye rush to unprecedented things around,
let me not listen but watch, observe and play with my eye-balls...
they yearn to talk to the beauty around, only if they could speak,
they would run away from me to speak about them and me...

O how I wish the discussion goes on,
I would be drowned in the talk of my eyes for long
and to know nothing of the matter in-discussion,

A desire so unreal but experiencing it, so surreal!!

Just a gap of desire and experience, do it when the world seems unknown to you
:)

I am here...around cream closets,

the keys hanging in there with green keychains,

trying hard to kiss the floor (it's neat with the carpet over it, the floor)

my rolling black chair,

two papers on the bill board,

a note-pad, the guy's left it there long back, I would have taken it for memory though ( not trying to look cheap)

two switches- one 'red'dily costumed,

the black keyboard, the black mouse always burning red below [;P

my white phone with grey buttons which i start dialling always with a 7 or a 0

my duster for the glass board, blue marker- easy access to drain few thoughts,

my cell phone which need not wait long for my glance,

my blue bottle whom i carry every now and then to the cafetaria,

my rolling black chair,

and

a big huge red fat pole,

the only big cute thing i like to watch without irritation !!

:)

The bin right on the top of my neck..seems empty,
the moment something pops up,
i filter it here
and everything from it vanishes...

well. well.
in sophistication, i bow before that bin ( can't make out how to proceed, but i bow)
its helped me stay light, like really light,
During non-exam days, i weigh less than what i normally do during those when exams are over-stressing in an attempt to forcefully get into that bin and almost over flowing...
On the contrary the 'non-test' ( and not no-test) days,
the hands raised barely reach upto the brim...

sigh..,
lighter again !!

I am Sindbad-The sailor !!

Revert smile to the unseen

Nothing seems bad or wrong if everyone talks to you,
the day resumes and passes smiles to all...
in turn revert and look beyond,
the blink will brighten too...

how about a walk., the one around living legends
their smell, their shade, their green bodies, their all soothing shade,
yes..!! The legends, who speak of unspoken words we don't listen to...
drive yourself closer to them,
you move closer and they beset you...
try them...they'll smile back,
rather you'll see the smile earlier not visible,
the selfless-rare smile you get to see, not very often you notice them
but they do.

wait...

i can't
it takes away my time,
wait for friends on the station,
wait for a call,
wait for mom to return home,
wait for my TL to publish the template,
wait for the rains to stop,
wait for the bus to arrive,
wait for 5.30,
wait for dawn,
wait for a seat in the bus,
wait for someone special ( a long one..,
wait for mom to cook food,
wait for dad to say yes after his long thoughts,
wait for a message from anyone,
wait for the winter season.

why the hell should I WAIT !!

Need of the a moment spent so real...
gulped one by one piling up there
wait, can't they...?

those shared with many smiles,
the loud laughter with friends and mocking at them,
pulling their leg,
the tears that flow from the eyes of a mother looking at her son after years, back from his outstation study trip,
the last sip of my coffee...
missing the train for college and deciding to hangout with friends,


...to be continued...

Its just a mere thought,
take me there...

the idol world is killing,stay not here..its bound to hit your toe
and painful in the head...
cluttering teeth,
searching for a corner
hiding in the walls...it seems so dry
try another walk
my slippers too are missing
bare feet too are painful

this journey 's destination unknown
try walking ...
I'll meet you there!!

Its a game ,
want to run away

but

I have to play

Laugh on things whch don't even please you;

Say "you look beautiful" to the girls in your group, though you might have a different opinion;

They don't understand what you've gottu say, n you are considered wrong;

"Hey tell me also about it ! !", Do I even bother to know , but yea you need to ask else you're considered group-apart;

"I think she's going around with him", you have to listen to all your peers talks,

Stick to your seniors in breaks, so that they know your name better than your friends!!( though this can be exceptional, 'thankfully' )

EErie !!

How i like to send a mystry message to the long-lost friends only to respond to their reply saying,

"Oh..did I send that to you..,am so sorry, it was sent by mistake..."!!

;P

The massacre seems to be unknown,
unfolding winds are the witness...
it spoils the first sight, more than that, spoilt is the sight
awake and wide open, so alive...
the country seems to be running,
holding the breath beneath

How we wish not to be 'a part' of and be 'apart'...
It doesn't change that way, neither our being 'a part' will,
but participation might!!
'How' is the question...just don't turn away...

Instill the small minds to be the other way,
show only the good world...

Ignorant from the bad is not bad
the growing minds will obviously see ( the evil ),
but learn what the small minds were taught!!

Include me involve yourself...
"the small minds growing big will lead the way" !!

Smiling in the Celebration...

The smoke has blurred the scene...

My left eye, forcefully sleeping
when the right one strives to look
beyond..,beyond the unsolid and easily trespassable white smoke,
the yellow light seems like a celebration ahead.

A kid-couple smiling at me,
while playing in the moon-light
along with the bigger yellow lights helping 'them' identify 'their' faces,
the way it helped me recognise their feet,
all tightly wrapped in the blue shoes for the lady-kid,
and the two pinkie Barbies on the gentleman-kid's shoes, each on one foot.

And the breeze, so light enough to make them smile,
when the lady's tender hand helps her move away,
the not so many but smooth hairfrom near her eye-lashes

Everyone Laughed in the celebration...and I smiled on the out-skirts...!!
:)

thinking about ME

More than anything I would want to think about myself
I am here to think where would, now, I go
an Impression of me settles down
invisible yet so vivid in front of my eyes,
roll over and tomorrow is today...
the carpet is laid down,
decide which colour..,
it matters,
walking or running over it, will matter too.

How important is it ??
let it stay with you till dusk ...and more of dusks
let it not hurry,
yes., IT should wait for you more than you waiting...


and again a yes
Keep IT RED !!

see wat you think

Its hard not to think...
it takes away your time,
you reach places and watch n'numerous faces,
you talk your way, listen to wat you want to hear,
sometimes the body hardly matters,
the place too seems irrelevant...but the situation is.

Its wat you believe or maybe want to believe...
its wat you perceive.,which need not be per say,
its all framed,
and the divergence comes along with experience of the same.

Its fantasy and fiction yet so true to you.,
might as well want to live it,or sometimes dread it...

Keep it watching
you may not know your landing while taking off.

Its all about showing how good you look,

gurls in the run to look more and more beautiful than their friends

who grabs the eyes of the guys most number o times,

how many times did they swing around her and me., the count is on...



is it so important to LOOK beautiful, to wear yourself so beautifooly

why dance tactfully and not for our njuoyment,

its classier when you smoke and drink,

its the image you get if you don't...

well

HE needs HER

The Girl starts it..yes!!

the Boy undoubtedly vindicates...

he, like, HAS to give it back to her

Girl moves away, she tries to like it no more...

and the Boy misses her when she is moving

he hits back at her, follows her...

and conclusion: HE needs HER

(so true)

'HE always NEEDS HER' than going otherwise!!

NO REASON
[:(

why am i not willing to meet..??
why did i miss this opportunity after this long gap..??
why don't i want to see..??
why..??

tch...am not liking this not wanting to and not willing to


urrrgh...is it ever possible this way..??

hands over my forehead and over my head...and more over my hair
close my eyes!!

Girls are not shy.,they jsut hide away from the truth of physical love..or maybe thats the way they do IT!!

beside you..

how i want to lie beside you..

if you dont mind may i die..??

yes you heard me right.,may i die..??

i die and then can be beside you without you knowing it, is it fine...??

yes, i won't disturb you., am sure

just look at me once..just fall once...and i want no more of it!!

it labels me to you

whatever be your wish grant my this wish...

just that may i die and lie beside you!!

Frame me

Frame me on the Wall
want to see the feeling,
how is it to be hanging up there,just below the ceiling...

will strangers look at me ??
Yes, if am a beauty, why not
won't they even if am not ?
Hell yes., ohh...Well yes !
I'll stare at them
Will smile too if they like me,
or is it the other way
Hm..it should be!!

Border me blue..
its a soothing colour,
clings to your eyes and hangs there through,

Nail me proper,
so I ain't become a dropper
All the time in this world
you have, but keep me like a pauper,
Oh i never meant it to rhyme,
but doesn't it sound like how the winds chyme...!!
Did I do it agan..??

Thats why i think i need to be forwardly framed on the wall,
So that in my life span I never fall

Non-Things bothering

Doesn't it bother you,
when someone not so close sticks to you ??
Doesn't it bother you,
when that same person discontinues the same after a month of all that ??

How shud it matter,
n when does it...??

Am i frowning at the monitor[:O

Let me Talk to yu

Let me talk to yu...
O darkness., yu prevail,
appear every night and the world goes silent,
somethings they fear, yu might harm;
yu never, but do allow..
Nonetheless yu have to bow
when the dawn sits on yu, your death is near,
nothing sort yu knew

talking of your life, yu remain a secret
wanting to be known by a few,
yu prefer speaking to none, but
Let me talk to yu...

Fighting for life every time,
yu appear to be the same all nine,
urchins and mothers move to their houses to dine,
and yu prefer to stay all Mine!

and wat I see, is the Bat and the Owl
along with the wolves and the dogs to howl,
do they like yu
or
they care nothing about the foul

juxtaposed is the living as yu enter,
but one process lies in the center...
Two souls merge to be one, not to have fun,
but wat is truely done
and sinks deep in the heart,the feeling
when collapse the rest,
this works the best

Things undue,
hands the living a clue,
feeling like an Angel beside yu,
so Let me talk to yu...

Though silent yu are,
your talks walk away very far
beyond the horizons to touch the star
Conjure and bring it to the Earth,
yu bless the birth
of 'a Sun',
the day begins,
where others speak to yu...
and here I am
waiting and waiting still..to talk to yu !!

!! How I Started

I am writing, yes I am...
Am liking it too, how everything is so afloat
its bringing M closer to E..hope yu get that, cos i did[:)
on top o the sea, yes !!
a step stepped..now i'll walk to know the depth
A hello to ME...




m walkin....