When I missed the point of it all

I know I have missed the point of it all,
I have been dumd, idiot and miserably failed to live up to your expectations,
I have failed to understand your heart's obvious calls,
Often you have had to spell everything out, like it is dictation.

I wish that the above para could conclude my mistakes,
But then there is so much more,
I wish I could change things with a shake,
So, listen to this. Hope you don't find it a chore.

There was a girl who I had fallen for once,
But then she dumped me,
At that time, it didn't make any sense,
However, I realised we were different. I could see.

But, then she came back,
I warned her that we are still different,
She said this time things will work. It won't be a wreck.
So we tried once more. Tried to grow trees in the barren.

Alas, a few seasons passed, but there was no spring yet,
Grey, gloomy clouds remained,
Sometimes your eyes were wet,
I took you for granted, and you got estranged.

Well, there is no spring yet,
Today, you say the same thing to me,
Yes, we are different,
But, I hope we can be.

Can you give me some more time,
Just like I gave you the chance,
Can I get a chance,
Not to make you mine, not to keep you forever,
But to make you happy once and see you dance.


P.S.: And she said NO!

I am here...around cream closets,

the keys hanging in there with green keychains,

trying hard to kiss the floor (it's neat with the carpet over it, the floor)

my rolling black chair,

two papers on the bill board,

a note-pad, the guy's left it there long back, I would have taken it for memory though ( not trying to look cheap)

two switches- one 'red'dily costumed,

the black keyboard, the black mouse always burning red below [;P

my white phone with grey buttons which i start dialling always with a 7 or a 0

my duster for the glass board, blue marker- easy access to drain few thoughts,

my cell phone which need not wait long for my glance,

my blue bottle whom i carry every now and then to the cafetaria,

my rolling black chair,

and

a big huge red fat pole,

the only big cute thing i like to watch without irritation !!

:)

Laugh on things whch don't even please you;

Say "you look beautiful" to the girls in your group, though you might have a different opinion;

They don't understand what you've gottu say, n you are considered wrong;

"Hey tell me also about it ! !", Do I even bother to know , but yea you need to ask else you're considered group-apart;

"I think she's going around with him", you have to listen to all your peers talks,

Stick to your seniors in breaks, so that they know your name better than your friends!!( though this can be exceptional, 'thankfully' )

EErie !!

Its all about showing how good you look,

gurls in the run to look more and more beautiful than their friends

who grabs the eyes of the guys most number o times,

how many times did they swing around her and me., the count is on...



is it so important to LOOK beautiful, to wear yourself so beautifooly

why dance tactfully and not for our njuoyment,

its classier when you smoke and drink,

its the image you get if you don't...

well